Its been a while eh blogosphere?

 So yeah sorry that its been like 2 months since my last post though I don't think anyone missed me too much ha ha. Anyway stuff happened life got a little bit busy, I really like to stay at my boyfriends house because its way more awesome than my house and so without  my computer I just don't feel right blogging, plus I didn't really have anything interesting to talk about. Now however I do!


STARFEST 2011!!!!



I'm super excited, it start this Friday and ends on Sunday! I'm super stoked. Starfest is a sci-fi convention that takes place in Denver every year.[link] Matt and I had an awesome time last year and were going to have an even better time this year because 1 we will be there all three days and 2 we've been together for over a year now, we are more comfortable with each other than we were which means maybe this time we will be able to sleep. Last time we went we'd only been together like 3 months and so we wanted to sleep but we were too awkward to sleep.That picture there I look like I'm hugging R2D2, I'm actually using it to keep upright.



last year we went in costume sort of for one of the days, they were pretty lack luster, We were trying to be steam punk but someone called Matt Amish (steam punk elitist jerk) and I just looked like an average girl. So this year I have been working super hard for the costumes. One of the days I am going to be a zombie and he will be a zombie survivor, the next day we are going as pokemon gijinka. its stilly and a little lame but it'll be fun. Here as some of the cool things I have done since Matt told me starfest was this month not next month and also that it was the 15th not the 16th.

a bowl full of chocolaty fake blood

Its got a good thickness I think

Awesome Color

its great

I made this vest for matt with no pattern, he's going to be a seadra

this is going to be part of my teddiursa costume

some little painted pokeballs on Matts vest

a clay necklace I made for myself

Teddiursa hair peice

Vest full view

Pokeball earrings

Freshly dead zombie

it will look better with blood

Guess What time it is!!!!

It’s time for: Terrible Sketch Tuesday!

 Today I drew a little shark; I think he’s kind of cute. My boyfriend and I have decided that I have dinos on the brain so I decided to try a shark today. He’s a happy shark; he probably just ate a little girl or something.
*EDIT*

My boyfriend told me I should make it look like it actually did just eat a little girl so there's some blood and a pink and white jump rope... Yay!

Our Anniversary!

I remember when Matt and I met, it had been over a year since the last time I had kissed a guy, and even longer since I had been on a good date. The last one, he still owes me something like 40 dollars. Either way when I signed up for a site called OkCupid I was a little jaded. Who would want me I was a loser, I was still living at home.

Oh wait I still am living at home.

I was still driving my piece of shit truck that had been rolled at least once already, had multiple CD’s stuck in the stereo system and couldn’t pick up radio if you paid it.

Oh wait I still drive that too.

It was back when I still had my mullet, at least at this point though it had been dyed from green blue and blonde to a semi pleasant black. I’m glad to say it is back to my natural red now and no longer cut into that awful shape.

Our first date we met in a town close by both of us, it’s kind of a hippie town with a lot of mystic stores and metaphysical shops and a few ’haunted’ restaurants and buildings.

We got root beers at a café and then we just kind of wandered around for a while, we played around at an arcade and we won enough tickets that he got me my very first present.

Honestly I don’t even think our first date ended because as soon as we parted ways we both rushed home and got on messenger. He told me about the cute girl he had met today and I told him about the hot guy who I was having a hard time not kissing all day, we made plans immediately after that to go to the Dinosaur museum the next day.

After that, he and I became inseparable.  Any chance we could get to see each other, we would take it. I remember when I decided that I wasn’t just infatuated with him I was in for real love.

I’m a hairstylist, at the time I was still in school, and I had just had this really awful just mean as all can be client who no matter what I did I couldn’t make her happy. I was sitting in the break room after she left and I was doing everything I could to distract myself from how horrible she was and try to keep from crying because of how badly my self-esteem was shattered. I had been thinking of texting him to ask for sympathy about my bad day when my phone buzzed because I got a text message. It said “Hey I was just thinking about you! I hope you have a good day ^^”

I don’t know what it was; maybe it was that he was thinking about me at the same time I was thinking about him, or that he seemed to know that I needed to talk to him? I have no idea but that was the moment for me when I decided I would do whatever it took not to loose him.

We met for the first time on January 24^th 2010, Monday will be January 24, 2011, and this has been the happiest year of my life.

Telling people off

Have you ever wished that you could go back in time and just tell someone off the way you should have at the time. You know, the time where they felt it was appropriate to either butt into your life without solicitation or to try and put you in your place. I do that all the time. Like when the woman who I went to church with told me my soul was going to hell because I wanted to move in with my boyfriend before I was married.

 Or really any of the times the the advisers at my school felt it was appropriate to yank my chain and fuck with my credits.

Recently there was an incident at home where I actually did speak my mind, and although it was a very drama filled night, it ultimately got me what I wanted.  Something you have to understand about me is that I am bi-polar and if you get me when I am off my pills I say whatever I am thinking. Kinda like a drunk person except not drunk. I wish I was drunk sometimes.

Anyway the conversation happened after I had gotten home from spending time with my boyfriend. before I left this guy whose been living at my house was told he had to move out. When I got back I found out he was allowed to stay again. The way I put it to my mom... Yes I live at home that's beside the point... The way I put it was, it was like I went to the doctor because I had a big annoying bump on my back.

The doctor said it was a tumor that had to be removed.

I go back the next day for surgery and the doctor says, "Oh never mind you'll just have to live with it."

My mom wanted me and the tumor to sit down and have a conversation, she forgets that the tumor and I hate each other. She told me, in front of the entire family plus two guests, that we had to talk, the tumor confronted me in front of everyone and asked, "Whats your problem with me?" My response was this...

 Much drama ensued after that but ultimately he left because he was tired of me calling him on his pill stealing tweaker addicted bullshit personality. You would need a bit of back story to understand fully why i hate this boy so much and I will give that another time, this just seemed like a good way to start things off.